Monday, October 8, 2012
The immediate world that surrounds me will turn to a bleaker angle, and I'll be trapped inside a dark dimension for a thirty hours. After crawling out of a bad day, I'll scratch words into an acid-free notebook - I'll assemble all the thoughts and ideas and emotions relevant to the situation just to establish significance and validity from the darkness. But the ink is perishable, and the meaning I have just constructed will be useless and outdated within four seconds. And once it's over, I'll have to reboot the system and fall into a similar darkness and fabricate similar meanings and experience similar expirations. The rounds repeat until the forecast integrates itself into the realm of nothingness and I become nothing more than weak and tired and unable.
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and you bleed just to know that you're alive. And you drown just to know that you are meant to breath, and you sleep just to know what death would feel like. You are a beautiful writer. Be good.
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